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Charly Murphy

Monday, October 15, 2007

Interesting, yet worthless news

The long-standing rivalry between Coke and Pepsi took a physical turn Friday when a Pepsi deliveryman allegedly punched his Coke counterpart in the face at a western Pennsylvania Wal-Mart, state police said.

The two deliverymen were "apparently bickering back and forth" while unloading their wares at the Indiana County store, police said. When the Coke deliveryman left the store, his counterpart allegedly punched him in the face three times, breaking his nose and giving him a black eye, police said.

No charges have been filed, but police characterized the incident as a misdemeanor simple assault.

i used to blog

i wish i still did.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Are you serious?

November? that is ridiculous. bad blogger.

-charly murphy

Are you serious?

November? that is ridiculous. bad blogger.

-charly murphy

Monday, November 20, 2006

Return

it has been a long time. i almost forgot how to blog.

my world right now:

brian is singing two offices away, still giving me a headache.

cant wait for black friday. i love it.

finally caught up at work, almost for school.

by the way, really love my job.

kids are great, the baby is walking and turning one this week.

need some coffee, worried that i am somehow addicted, trying to break it.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

too much out, not enough in.

how creative can one person be?

i feel empty of iideas. I have been writing like crazy, and I am just out of ideas. I am writing a training course for urban outreach, I am writing a whole new curriculum for urban outreach mentorship, and I just got done producing 40 pages or more for a class.

I need to read a book, or something, to refuel.

so I am struggling to put something interesting on this blog, but I have nothing. Sorry.

Monday, September 18, 2006

sad

today i am officiating my first funeral. this was a stillborn baby to a teenage mom. right this moment i am trying to write my sermon, well, speech i guess. maybe i will post it on my blog?

Monday, August 28, 2006

to my poor friends

they must think i dont like them anymore. I have been consumed with writing papers, i waited till the last minute, I still have 10 pages to put together before midnight (less than 3 hours from now) and i taught two classes on sunday- so i have been ignoring them. but i still like them, and will have lot more time tomorrow. sorry.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

turn on the lights

i am not a big fan of cop detective crime scene shows, but occasionally i catch one. i have been noticing that whenever there is a crime scene, they are always rooting around by flashlight. i guess it makes for good drama, but i would hope in real life they just turn on the lights. it also baffles me that in the cities they take place, there is so little crime that whole teams of detectives and investigators can work for long periods on one case.

Monday, August 07, 2006

In canada, there are NO MARTINI zones

I chased this car for 10 minutes to get this pic

new computer

my new computer and i are starting to get along. it takes time for me to get it all set the way i like and get used to the keyboard, and the touch pad..

i hate working on someone else's machine, i just get way less done. My trial photoshop is almost up, i need to buy the real version, i can get a student copy for $210

I hate it when people are overly sarcastic- a little can be very funny, but too much gets annoying real fast. I think i am guilty of that, but i dont know. i dont talk to myself enough to know.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

I love pitas. they are so good. Pita is like bread, but better, and with a pocket. Or like tortillas. but better, with a pocket.

Friday, August 04, 2006

WIFI

I have been so bad at blogging. I have tons of excuses: summer, travel, busted computer, busy...... but really just not focussed

I am doing all of this school work, and trying to integrate things that will apply to my job also, i have been very short on creativity lately.

so now i am sitting at a very cool coffee place, and they happen to have wifi, i love it. i have acomplished mor in 1 hour here than i have all week sitting in my boring office. maybe some new music would help- any ideas? anything free? maybe Dan has a new CD soon.

I have been questioning my philosophy of minstry lately- but then i realized that i did not write the program from nothing, but from what has worked in my life and from what God has set in motion without me. So i guess there is no questioning needed, just more effort.

I want to learn to play the dulcimer. i dont know why. just seems like a cool thing. My friend Dan (2 Dan references in one blog? ) used to go to the Dulcimer festival way before i even knew what it was.

If in fact i learn, i am not going to tell anyone around me, until i am good at it. It would be cool to just pull something like that out of "nowhere"

Thursday, June 29, 2006


i am in Canada, it is good. it is so busy here, but i finally found some internet access.


my computer totally died, i am looking for a new laptop, maybe going to buy a dell next week, but dont have alot of cash.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

summer

summer is so busy, and i complain, but really i love it. i love not sitting in an office, i love being with people, i love being active...

so this week i will be leading a bible club- hopefully a huge club. i am pretty nervous, there will be 75 volunteers, and if i fail in my prep they will suffer. i am so thankful to have so many willing hands though.

the next week i am taking a group of Jr. High students to canada, it looks like it will be a great experience for them.

the week after that, July 2nd- 8th i will be in Coatesville with a group of College students. i am not yet ready for that trip, i dont suspect that i will be until July 1st.

i have started a new website, it is pretty empty still, for my urban ministry-

www.jesusconnections.com



please visit it evry day, and remind me to keep adding content.

Friday, May 12, 2006

So i was supposed to hang out with a friend today, and i have a ton of reasons not to, but i was going to anyway.

he called me up and said " i have no money, so if you want to cancel i will understand" so i thought he wanted to cancel and i did....

now he is totally mad at me. he says i only wanted to hang out for a free lunch.

Friday, May 05, 2006

this crazy life

children change your life. the first one changes it dramatically, and the second one dramatically times four. i never imagined myself at however old i am now, enjoying rocking, or stuffing oatmeal into an infant's mouth.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

i built my children a wooden swing set, and my son is outside playing... naked.

Friday, March 31, 2006

Israel pics


hey, for Israel pics and info,visit www.elevenoone.com/israel


these are the places I visited and my pics of them.

Friday, March 24, 2006



This is in my DRIVEWAY!

JETLAG

i have heard this phrase many times in my life, this may be the first time experiencing it, it stinks. I feel terrible.

Monday, March 06, 2006

feeling sick

I love Alka Seltzer. if it was not medicated, i would just drink it because it is good

Friday, March 03, 2006

wasted time

i used to say that i did not have time to blog, and to do lots of other stuff. we have been having inservices on time management and i realize how much time is wasted, especially on my time off- it is like something inside of me refuses to be productive. we have this time log exercise, and i stopped participating because i was embaressed by the time wasters i engage in...

Thursday, February 23, 2006

bad bad bad

i have been bad at this. i have been working super long hours, and studying alot.

life is so good and so busy right now, i am so tired. baby is not sleeping at night, so i am not sleeping either.

I am preparing to go to Israel in two weeks, so many of my new posts will be about the "holy land"

Monday, January 30, 2006

people

i like people, they do very interesting stuff.

i have been noticing lately that people are often so wrapped up in their own world that they minds become closed to everything else.

i hope i am not that way, but maybe i am and cant realize it because my mind is closed? how can you tell?
why are woman allowed at the YMCA (young MENS christain association) and dudes are not permitted at Curves?

Thursday, January 12, 2006

legacy

i am realizing lately how much my parents have influenced me, good and bad. I am sure that they never wanted to give me a negative influence, and the bad is simply personal obstacles that i want to overcome that some people may be fine with.
i often wonder what i am teaching my children with the things that i do, with the way that i act- am i too timid? should i be more active? should i read more to them? i want to be intentional with my kiddos,

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

i ought to learn

life is so busy, and i get so stressed, and i dont blog. but to blog would help, it is a stress release for me, i should do it more often.

this week (last night) i launched a new semester of kids connection, urban ministries mentorship program. things went great- i have been delegating alot of the prep work, which means it is actually getting done, we have made alot of revisions to the program, becomming more efficient.

tonight i am teaching the junior high about purity. as i do my research, i found a huge amount of purity gimmicks- bracelets, rings, necklaces, promise contracts, all these things to "cure " the purity problem. i really hate the gimmicks. i know that they are supposed to be a reminder, i know that they are supposed to be a tool, but......

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

new website

check out www.mbcjrhigh.com


i am really stinking at this blogging. i have a blog i wrote on mbcjrhigh though.

Friday, December 02, 2005

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

She's here

Cecelia Rose arrived on November 28, 9:30 pm. 7 pounds 1 ounce and 21 inches long.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

this world is full of hurting people, all in varying degrees of crisis. i encounter alot of other people's pain through my job, sometimes it is hard. last week was tough-one of my urban kids is in the hospital, having his second surgery for an apendix (not sure how to spell it) that burst. his mom's heat and electric are on shut off status as of today. I really want to help, but there is no more that i can do now, except to be available to them.
another kid, he is disabled is going to die any day- his lungs are filling with fluid. if they continue to feed him, his stomach has stopped processing the liquid food and the tissue is absorbing the fluid, adding to his problem, but if they dont feed.........

i know that God is in control, i just ask him to use the situations, and even me if he wants, to bring people closer to himself.

i also realize how fortunate i am to have so much.

i care about these people alot, and my heart really breaks over so many facing so dificult situations.

Monday, November 14, 2005

busy, busy

I am so busy lately, i have not updated very well..... I have been teaching alot and the preparation is very time consuming, especially because i dont focus very well- there is so much good stuff going on, so easy to get involved in acts of ministry and neglect the studying!

these next two weeks i am focusing on schoolwork, and on hopefully a new baby.

Monday, October 24, 2005

my new look



my friend tim and i are sporting a new look,

Friday, October 21, 2005

definitions of self.


you would think with how close i am to being old (if anyone is reading, you will be sick of that phrase soon) that i would know who i am. sometimes i really dont- i am not even sure how to figure it out... i just preached a sermon on defining ourselves in christ and in our roles in the body of christ. it really got me thinking about myself- i willl blog about my own definitions soon, i hope. i took this picture of joel, and it makes me think about how people define themselves by their facial hair, or clothing style or the music they listen to... all these external meaningless things. friendships, vocations, hobbies, accomplishments, degrees trophires successes failures colors coats shoes families address technology.... i dont know.

kevin's wedding.

i am not going to make it to kevin's wedding- simply because of the dress code- it is a black tie event, and i way cant afford a tux, or even a suit. it is really a sad thing- i really love kevin, we have been freinds for 10 years. ( wow, i must be old)
i am an intern, i have a toddler and a house and a baby due soon....hopefully all valid excuses for being poor.

i am almost old

i have not blogged in so long, i doubt anyone is reading anymore,

tonight i am feeling hurt in a very childish and juvenile way. i did not get invited to a little party, and i dont know why i care- i should be way beyond feeling this way, i am almost old now. but i cant help it. i cant stop thinking about this silly "insult" (they probably assumed i was busy, or forgot to call or some legitimate reason)
some of my super spiritual aquantances would say something like " this is the devil trying to make you think about yourself in order to sabotage the lesson you will be teaching sunday" or "god is trying to teach you to only rely on him and make him your only true friend" i hate it when people try to explain god's motives, or satan's strategy- who are we that we could even fathom the ways of god?
a freind just died of cancer, and i heard a ton of "god did this because....." i dont know why god did it, i dont want to even try to comprehend. someday i may have some idea (in eternity i suppose)

anyhow, it really is a selfish thing to feel this way, but knowing that, and also knowing it is surely an invalid reason, does not make me feel any better.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

THIS IS A GREAT BLOG

Brian Pursley wrote an amazing entry, I really like it so i am posting it: (i would like it even if he had not quoted me)


She smiled. She knew my order as soon as she laid eyes on me. I wanted her to know more than my order. It wasn’t meant to be. She didn’t bother asking me if I would like orange juice with the bagel sandwich, she already knew. She didn’t bother charging me for the orange juice, she hardly ever did. I thanked her, and she let me know that I’d see her in a few days. I loved that bagel shop. I ate there often. For some it’s the evening $10 coffee at Starbucks. For some it’s the shop who buys and sells used video games. For others it’s the gym. For some it’s even the pediatricians’ office. What’s your routine? So often we view the routine as a negative thing, and it can become one. But there is something inspiring about a routine. At some point we thought something was of enough importance to make it a priority every day. How much of a priority is church and 1101? Charly Murphy who currently works with Urban Outreach tells of his struggles earlier in his life.
“I viewed church as a wonderful thing, but not as a top priority. I never felt connected. I never felt involved. I often felt left out and I thought it was someone else’s fault. There would be times on Saturday nights when I would have to choose between staying up late and playing cards or going to church the next morning and I would often choose recreation over spiritual fulfillment. It was a choice that left me empty of spiritual nourishment as well as the positive benefits of fellowship. This past year has made a huge difference in my Christian walk and in the social aspects of feeling involved, connected, needed, and engaged in a group of my peers.”
So many people desire community and intimacy with others but are unwilling to make corporate times of worship a priority. They wonder why they feel left out. They wonder why they don’t feel connected. I can already hear the critics and detractors saying I just don’t get it and I’m paid to be at church so I wouldn’t understand. And they are right. I don’t get it. I’m fortunate enough to have the best job in the world and be paid to do ministry full time. And, I don’t understand. I don’t understand how we allow so many things to get in the way of making church a priority. I don’t understand how playing poker until 3a.m. Sunday morning is more beneficial than quitting at 1. I don’t understand how we sing songs about giving our all to Christ when we won’t give him a morning each week. I don’t understand how we can hear and read things like Charly just said and have it not truly impact us. I don’t understand what has happened to the joy of the early church where they met daily (Acts 2:46).
This isn’t about an attendance chart in heaven or getting your gold star for the week by being at 1101. It is about community and intimacy. It’s about everyone growing and maturing as Charly did.
BP
http://www.elevenoone.com/cms/content/view/24/69/

Monday, September 12, 2005

This bible stuff is cool

I am so amazed that I can spend for years studying the bible and work as a pastor (almost) and I can discover new things. I am writing a series about caring for the poor and I came across a passage that i really dont think i have read before, or i just totally missed it-
Luke 14 :12 "Then Jesus said to his host, "When you give a luncheon or dinner, do not invite your friends, your brothers or relatives, or your rich neighbors; if you do, they may invite you back and so you will be repaid. 13But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, 14and you will be blessed. Although they cannot repay you, you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous."
how many things do i do and really expect nothing in return? really not many. I ought to do alot more.
A day after the hurricane, our church offerred to send our busses down to help move victims. I was asked to drive one for the week and I was packing before i was off of the telephone. (the trip was cancelled)
I really wonder if i was so willing because of my sense of adventure, to have a good story to tell, or if it was a real burden for the hurting and needy.

Friday, August 26, 2005

Friday

I have definately been busy this week- my sister bought a house and this week she is getting work done on it- i am trying hard to not be invlolved, but i just cant stay away. roofing and painting, SO MUCH FUN.
This sunday I am hugely busy, I love it. Then Sunday night I have urban ministry training, last year i had an "expert" come in, this year i am doing it myself.

I really love my job, but not so much the office work part of it- ihave a hard time sitting at a computer all day.

My disabled student from last year is going to college this year, I hooked him up with 2 of my friends to help him, I am happy that they got the job, and more than happy that he willl have good influences in his life.

Check out:

www.elevenoone.com

this is my "sunday school"

Monday, August 22, 2005

i am a bad friend

i have been so busy and tired and focussed on other things that i have totally neglected all of my friends. I met with Joshua this week, and I realized how much people mean to me- I owe a lot of phone calls.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

hired

I have my job for one year, I am really happy

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

getting better

i am feeling alot better. I am working again, and my wounds are almost healed- looking forward to getting this whole thing behind me.

i love my job right now. I am waiting, hopefully this is the last day of waiting to see if I will be here for another year- this year will include full tuition to graduate school. I am really excited to get some learning.

Today I have some out of town friends visiting. they live in coshocton ohio, about 2 hours from here, and they have a son the same age as mine.... it should be fun.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

I am okay


I am ok. no major injuries, just a good head gash and a possibly broken rib. I am really sore, but unharmed, and alive. I really feel blessed, because my car is ruined, but i am not.

i was in an accident, our Junior High pastor sent this email

Please be praying for Charlie Murphy. He was in a car accident coming into the church office Tuesday night for a meeting and totaled his car. He is doing okay (as of now he only has a deep laceration on his head and possible knee injuries), but pray for healing these next few days. He stayed overnight Tuesday at Akron General. Thanks for praying.

Monday, August 01, 2005

i will comment later

Woman killed in apartmentAkron police investigate homicide at Wilbeth-Arlington Homes. Victim may have been baby-sittingBy Richard S. KoonceBeacon Journal staff writer
Akron police are investigating as a homicide the death of a 42-year-old woman found Sunday inside a Wilbeth-Arlington Homes apartment.
The woman was found in the 800 block of Ina Court shortly after a neighbor called police around 1:20 p.m. about a suspicious man with a weapon leaving the apartment.
The victim's identity was not released Sunday pending notification of next of kin.
Police would not release information about the type of weapon used in the homicide.
``The victim was dead when police arrived,'' said Detective Joseph Urbank. ``At this point, we can't release more details about the case or the investigation.''
Neighbors, who wished to remain anonymous, said the woman did not live in the home, and she was there to baby-sit her grandchildren. No one else was injured.
The apartment is on Ina Court off Virginia Avenue, and about two blocks west of the Summit County Boys andGirls Club.
The homicide remains under investigation by the Akron Police Department.
Anyone with information is asked to call the Akron Detective Bureau at 330-375-2490.

Friday, July 29, 2005

check it out

http://murphyfamilypictures.blogspot.com/

CANNOT GET TO WORKING

i have been in the office for 2 hours now and i have done nothing. I've been unproductive. I need to write a story about how urban elementary students can exhibit joy in their daily life, but i have checked email accounts, Blogged, set up my voicemail, talked on the phone, i am getting a cup of coffee next...

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

victory

there is this place- victory place- for recovering alcoholics and addicts who are veterens. I spend my thursday mornings there. sometimes i wonder if i am "experienced" enough in this world to help anyone there.....

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

WOrd

I have a program called WORD. It is for urban Junior high students, and college aged mentors. Here is the mentor's instructions for the first week:


What is WORD? Word is small group mentoring. The goal of Word is for the student to get a CLOSE UP and PERSONAL positive role model. A role model- spiritually, socially, emotionally. Each week we will have one topic to discuss. This week’s topic is “ME” this week is all about self discovery, talk with the student about him/herself and try to get an idea of their spiritual condition, and share about yourself. Intentionally share about your faith. Next week the topic will be family, this may be a sensitive subject for some students, and the more trust you build today, the easier next week will be.

teaching

starting next sunday i will be teaching the junior high group for two weeks. I am thinking about teaching about God's care/concern for the poor and oppressed, I am not sure if it is too deep or complex for junior highers. my main concern is what can they really do about it? how could it apply to their lives?

Monday, July 25, 2005

lazy lazy

i have been terrible at blogging (and emailing, sorry)

I have been all over the place this summer- urban ministry camp near philadelphia, white water rafting, bus driving, 17 hour work days,

it has been great! I love being busy, I love being active. I am having trouble focussing on doing office work this month, writing lessons, establishing trainings,

Sunday, June 26, 2005

nervous

i have to teach a small group of junior high students tomorrow and i am feeling unjustly apprehensive.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

way too much to do

i am working really hard at my job at the church, 60-80 hours per week, then this week i tried not to go at all, to catch up at home. a "normal" week should be 40 hours, but i have not had one yet, I have been feeling badly about not blogging. I am finally back in service with computers both at home and work.

Last week was neighborhood bible clubs, and I guided the team who operated a club in the urban neighborhood that my ministry is focussed on. we had way more children come than anticipated.... I had alot of fun, but i am really worn out.

Friday, May 20, 2005

counting down

just a week or two left in working for the school, and my internship at the church started on monday, it is a bit different that i expected- i love working independantly, but i am surprised at how "on my own" i am . it is good, but scary at the same time.

Monday, May 16, 2005

proverb

17:1 " Better a dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting with strife"

BUs ministry

I really dont like calling our ministry a "bus" ministry, maybe transportation ministry is a better way to describe it.
A typical "bus ministry"(in my experience) seeks out many students from many neighborhoods in order to grow the church and to reach families. Our ministry exists to provide families who have no transportation an opportunity to attend church.
Our primary responsibility is to provide a safe ride to and from church. Secondly, we try to influence the children through relationships. In some ways the bus servant is a type of replacement parent. We must enforce rules, we must maintain safety, we must get the kids to and from their Sunday schools. Beyond our responsibilities, our privelage is to get to know the students, to provide examples of godliness, to share the gospel.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

University of Akron

I am at the U of A, using their wireless access, it is really fast

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Can I Buy Some of Your Time?

I have been so busy lately and when I am home my little boy just clings to me and wont let me get anything done... I have been getting frustrated with him. I read this story while writing a paper this morning and it made me force back some tears (i know i am being sissytive)

A man came home from work to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door. "Daddy?"
"Yeah?" replied the man.
"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?
"Well son, I don't really think that's any business of yours" the man said.
"Please daddy, please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.
"If I tell you, you must promise you won't tell anybody else"
"I promise" said the little boy.
"Alright then" said his father. "I make $25.00 an hour."
"Oh," the little boy replied. He looked a little sad, then said "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"
His father was furious. "If the only reason you wanted to know how much money I make is so you can borrow some you can go straight off to bed. I work long and hard to provide the things you need, not so you can borrow money to spend on lollies or toys or whatever junk it is you want $10 for!"
The little boy burst into tears and made his way to his room. After an hour or so the father had calmed down and went to his son's room. "I'm sorry for being so hard on you earlier son. If you tell me what you wanted the $10 for and it's a worthwhile thing I'll think about giving it to you."
The little boy ran across the room to his piggy bank and counted out all its contents, exactly $15.00.
"$15.00, that's a lot of money son. Surely that's enough for what you wanted to buy" said the father.
"Well with the $10 you'll give me it will be" the little boy replied.
"What is it that you need $25.00 for son?"
"For you Dad. I'd like to buy an hour of your time."

Source: Rewritten by Scott Higgins modeled on a story of unknown source.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

dont bother reading this one.

well my back is a bit better. this post is so dumb, I had a conversation yesterday with a special need student, and i transcribed part of it. Sorry.
So here I sit again on a bus, listening to B.
He just told me that my laptop is “pimpin, dogg” he tells me that that does not mean what it used to, it means cool now. Someone stole his bookbag and has not returned it, it Has his fifty-cent cd in it. He keeps on cursing and apologizing. Now he is reading . and laughing. B wants to try out for American idol and rap. “dude, if you print this crap out, I can make a song out of it, for real, print it out, for real” m” my song will be called 58 cent.” “no, 50 cent, not 58 cent” “your funny” “murph, you’re the man, keep rappin, keep on doin your stuff, yo” "YO YO YO THE MAN< THIS IS BROOKS< PEACE OUT dogg” murrfy is the man of my house.”
I enjoyed my conversation with him. He is a good kid.

Monday, May 02, 2005

pain and compassion

I am at work today at the Kents State University, and oh my back hurts so bad I think i would rather die. I was just thinking about people who have to live with this type of pain every day- how aweful it must be and no one understands. I dont even want to eat, i dont feel hungry, all i can feel is pain.
I wish that it did not require pain for me to feel compassion for those who are in pain. I wish that it did not require hurting to feel compassion for those who hurt. I always thought i felt compassion, but i really did not until i felt the same pain.
i guess even writing these paragraphs, moaning about my insignificant pain feels selfish. How many others are in much more pain and suffering than I can even imagine? what is a backache compared to all of the other terrible things that could go wrong with a person?

Sunday, May 01, 2005

racism

I never thought of racism being so bad anymore, but right now I am riding on a bus with Suburban high school boys through downtown akron, and listening to their conversations. I work with urban students through my church program, and I have many complaints about the culture that the kids live in and the aspects of their culture that hinder their success. BUT these suburban kids make me just sick sometimes with their narrow minded outlook on life. One of my soapboxes in life is that in either community problems exist, and I believe that the crime rates would be the same if the suburban crimes were not done in secret. I listen to these kids and their conversations in the hallway are far more perverse than the urban kids, but less violent. Is predjudice a better quality than violence? Is it the same feeling only different expressions? Are the quiet crimes of suburbia preferred to the loud crimes of urbanity?

Furthermore, Akron has no “inner city”

In some ways the urban culture has so much to teach us. Especially in terms of loyalty. I am so fortunate to have a foot in each world- yes, they are two different worlds. The suburban could not even fathom the despair and helplessness that comes with poverty- those are the christians that understand relying on the lord, having faith- real faith in the everyday provision of God.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

a new computer and an old friend.

An amazing person sold me a great computer at an incredible price, I just got it today, so I am anticipating being able to get alot more work done and more BLOG time.

My friend Dan is telling his life story on his blog, you should check it out (there is a link at the bottom of the page) Dan was around during some of the times that shaped my life the most... here is a quick quote from Dan :

"I found my good friends in high school. Troy, Josh, Jim, Charly, and Kevin were always around. We smoked our first stogies together. We played "extreme flashlight tag" with Roman Candles and bottle rockets. We helped each other in girl relationships by giving high maintance girls the "pink slip." These were good times."

HIgh school times were the times for most people that made them who they are for many years after then. I think we need to be so careful to invest in thoe high schoolers who are in our world. I work my days in a high school, and i can really get a bad attitude about the kids sometimes, i wonder what I am teaching them?

Friday, April 22, 2005

Harp therapy

I went to a lecture last night on harp therapy, It was a part of a hospital chaplaincy certification course.
I really believe that music can soothe and help relieve stress and make you happy, but I have a hard time beleiving that harp music interacts with and alters the vibrations of the molecules in your body to cause healing. I think the harp is a really cool instrument, but the healing powers seem to me to be mental.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Cheetos

I love cheetos. I wish I could wake up every morning to a wonderful cheeto. I dream about cheetos sometimes, but I know that they are not good for me, so I dont partake very often. But as I write this waste of my time post about the wonders of Chester's beloved, I have the telltale orange stain on my fingertips

Thursday, April 14, 2005

I want one.

Check out these two really cool ebay listings.

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http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=1447&item=6170636027&rd=1&ssPageName=WDVW

Monday, April 11, 2005

Your child still has a tail.

""It has only been a little more than a month, and the human blueprints are already visible. Your child still has a tail but is also beginning to form a digestive tract, lungs, nostrils, hands and feet, and a bump of a mouth. The liver, tongue, and lenses of your baby's eyes are forming. There are beds for your baby's fingernails, and the buds of teeth are forming in the gums.
If you could take a picture, your baby would look more like a baby and less like a reptile. The baby's nerve channels and muscles are connecting, and the body can wiggle when the cells communicate. In just two days, from days thirty-one to thirty-three, the brain becomes one-quarter larger.
If you were to have an ultrasound, it would be able to detect the beating heart, which shows up looking like a tiny flashing light.""

Monday, April 04, 2005

blastocyst

"The fertilized egg has made it's seven- to ten-day trip to the uterus, where it implants cozily into the endometrial surface. It is now called a blastocyst and it has divided into two parts. While you are reading this, the first part is forming the placenta and the second part will become the embryo. The two layers that make up the amniotic bag of waters are newly formed, and the very beginning of the connecting stalk -- which will become the umbilical cord -- has appeared. Until your placenta is fully functioning, the yolk sac, now present, will feed your baby. Basically, the "home" for your little one is under rapid construction! "

Friday, April 01, 2005

BAby

I just found out that my wife is pregnant.(#2) I am so amazed at the human creature and the creation of another human. I am so happy, but i am so scared also.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005


some of the Kid's Connection Kids. Posted by Hello

this kid is so curious. Posted by Hello

Thursday, March 17, 2005

some of my thoughts on if or how we as Christians ought to follow the 10 Commands

Paul in many instances seems to take the 10 commandments as common knowledge and recognizes those who break them as sinners. He mentions Idolaters in 1cor 8, and Ephesians 5. Paul repeats and explains the commandment to honor your parents in Ephesians 6(also Colosions 3:20), describing it as the first commandment to contain a promise. Paul would never forsake the precepts contained in the 10 commandments, but he held a different view on their impact on Christians than on Jews. Romans 7: 12. “So then, the Law is holy, and the commandment is holy and righteous and good.”

Paul recognizes that even the gentiles follow the Ten Commandments, even without knowing them. He expresses this in Rom 2: 14. “For when Gentiles who do not have the Law do instinctively the things of the Law, these, not having the Law, are a law to themselves, 15. In that they show the work of the Law written in their hearts, their conscience bearing witness, and their thoughts alternately accusing or else defending them,” (NAS) it seems that the law that Israel had was universal as far as the morality, and those who do not even know God follow the basic moral law.
Paul’s message concerning the 10 commandments is not a message of neglect or rejection. Paul is saying that if Christians love God and love their neighbor (Jesus’ “greatest commandment”) then the 10 commandments are unnecessary. We ought not to be bound by a set of rules telling us how to act; it should come naturally, as an outgrowth of our Christian ideals. Love would never lead to adultery (lust might). If you live your life putting others first and loving those around you then the prohibition of murder, stealing, coveting, and any other commandment will naturally be obeyed. Paul sums up the last 5 commands in Rom 13: 9. For this, "You shall not commit adultery, you shall not murder, you shall not steal, you shall not covet," and if there is any other commandment, it is summed up in this saying, "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." Love does no wrong to a neighbor; love therefore is the fulfillment of the law.” (NAS) Paul repeats this principal in Galatians 5: 14. ”For the whole Law is fulfilled in one word, in the statement, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’”(NAS) Paul views the indwelling Holy Spirit as a conscience and a guide, if you listen to and live by the Spirit, the law is unneeded. Galatians 5 says: “18. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the Law.” (NAS)

The apostle Paul never advocates forgetting the Old Testament law of God, who is the same unchanging God of the New Testament. Paul was a Pharisee, an expert on the law. He saw how the law convicted of sin. He also was able to look back upon the strict legalism that was practiced in relation to the law. Paul knew what sin was, and used the law to define it. Paul’s message is one of hope- releasing the believer from following a strict set of external rules, designed to point out sin. Releasing the believer from living a life focused on ritual and trying to earn salvation through adhering to an impossible list of do’s and don’ts.

Galatians 5 tells how the Christian ought to live: “19. Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are: immorality, impurity, sensuality,
20. Idolatry, sorcery, enmities, strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissensions, factions,
21. Envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these, of which I forewarn you just as I have forewarned you that those who practice such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
22. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
23. Gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law...”

William Barclay says “There is a famous saying, ‘Love God--and do what you like.’ If love is the mainspring of a man's heart, if his whole life is dominated by love for God and love for his fellow men, he needs no other law” .(Barclay Rom.13) The believer has the law of God internalized in the person of the indwelling Holy spirit, but is not lawless. Mathew Henry in his concise commentary says “Christians are neither under law nor without law, but possess the internalized law promised in the New Covenant and are therefore ennomic ("in-law").”


“Galatians 5:25. If we live by the Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit.”(NAS)

Wednesday, March 16, 2005


This is Kids Connection, weekly urban ministry meeting Posted by Hello

Tuesday, March 15, 2005


just a cool picture of my church Posted by Hello

Public library hires collection agency

I would be in trouble...
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. - The Knox County Public Library System is sending a message to patrons with overdue books and fees by hiring a private collection agency to help track down offenders - nicely.
"We don't want to alienate anyone," library spokeswoman Mary Pom Claiborne said. "It's not Guido the loan shark - we're not going to break your legs over this."
The Jeffersonville, Ind.-based company, Unique Management Services Inc., specializes in library collections, employing a respectful, courteous approach with an emphasis on the magic word please.
Knox County Library will hand over the accounts of 180 users whose materials are 45 days or more overdue, representing an estimated $10,000 to $15,000 worth of books, DVDs and audio materials, Claiborne said.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tony Evans

I saw Tony Evans speak this weekend and I threw down some reflections, here they are:


Pastor Evans is a powerful speaker, filled with the knowledge of the things of God and filled with the Holy Spirit. The topic of his sermon was Christlikeness and the role of the Holy Spirit. He said that the goal of the Christian life is Christlikeness and we discover it as It is reflected in the word and we become it by the transformation of the Holy Spirit.
"The distinct role of the spirit is to make experiential in the life of the believer the Word of God" "Having the Word does not equal experiencing the Word" The holy spirit turns information about God into experience with God. It turns words on the page into words on our hearts.
From the church tradition that I come from, It is easy for me to discount the power of the Holy spirit. I often resist the prodding of the spirit, writing it off as purely emotional. I realize that caution must be exercised, but too much caution can be damaging as well.
Dr. Evans describes being filled with the spirit as acting outside of your natural self. Isn’t that the goal of Christian conduct? To not act as the sinful fleshly people we once were but to be transformed? To be in the spirit is to be in the word, and applying the word to your life.
A major point that Dr Evans spoke of that effected my life was the confidence that being in the spirit can cause. He said "according to the Word, the spirit applies it to your mind, then you can be confident in your decisions, " If we allow the spirit to do It’s job, then we ought to feel the confidence of who we are and where we are going.

Monday, March 07, 2005

The black smoke billowing from the back of the rectory at St. Martha Catholic Church attracted a Summit County sheriff's deputy and a fire engine.
But instead of a fire burning out of control, they found the Rev. Michael A. Matusz preparing ashes for today's Ash Wednesday services.
``When the deputy pulled into the parking lot, I thought `Oh, my God! I'm in trouble,' '' the Akron priest said. ``Then when the firetruck came, I knew I was in trouble. But when they found out what I was doing, they went on their way.''


http://www.ohio.com/mld/ohio/living/religion/10853307.htm

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Preachin'

Some say today that preaching is irrelevant. Some say that there must be a better way to communicate with the culture of today. Preaching has stood the test of time. Jesus commands it, Paul commends it, the church requires it, and history proves it to be essential.
Jesus, our ultimate example was a preacher. He sent out the twelve saying, "As you go, preach, saying the kingdom of heaven is at hand" (Matthew 10:7, NAS). Jesus says in Mark 1:38 "…, "Let us go somewhere else to the towns nearby, in order that I may preach there also; for that is what I came out for." Jesus came to preach. He preached in synagogues, homes, cities, on hillsides, at funerals and weddings. The common man heard Him gladly because he understood His words.
Jesus the Christ was a powerful preacher. His preaching was unapologetically doctrinal. His proclamation covered the ethical themes of social, domestic, and civil life. The key to His power in preaching was the anointing of the Holy Spirit. Jesus' articulate delivery drew its strength from His divine and moral nature. There was no compromise in His message or lifestyle. He lived what He preached.
Maybe preaching has a bad reputation. Maybe the problem isn’t the medium, but the preacher. Preaching many times is a bible verse accompanied by the opinion of the preacher. Sometimes sermons are stories meant to inspire, or manuscripts read to fulfill the week’s liturgy. If sermons today were as powerful as those preached by Jesus then they would the highlight of a persons week, not just the last hardship to endure before donuts ( sometimes called fellowship.)
To preach well, we ought to know a good definition of preaching. Haddon Robinson says that, "Expository preaching is the communication of a biblical concept, derived from and transmitted through a historical, grammatical, literary study of a passage in its context, which the Holy Spirit first applies to the personality and experience of the preacher, then through him to his hearers (Robinson 21). This definition presupposes the authority of the bible and the need to understand preaching as the exposure and interpretation of truth as presented in the Bible.
Sidney Greidanus supports this view. "Bible-centered preaching," he says, "is handling the text in such a way that its real and essential meaning as it existed in the mind of the particular Biblical writer and as it exists in the light of the over-all context of Scripture is made plain and applied to the present-day needs of hearers"
Another aspect to understanding the role of preaching is to have a reason to preach. One answer is simple, God tells us to. 2 Timothy 4: 2. Says "preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort, with great patience and instruction." (NAS) Men of God are called, commanded, to preach the word of God. They are called to proclaim and describe, to assist the listener to understanding of God’s truth. "William Placher said, Human reason cannot figure its way to such a God since a God we could figure out, a God fitted to the categories of our understanding, would therefore not be transcendent in an appropriately radical sense. We can know the transcendent God not as an object within our intellectual grasp but only as a self-revealing subject, and even our knowledge of divine revelation must be God's doing"
In the book of Acts, the formation of the church is presented in a narrative. In Acts 6:4, the apostles define the role of the pastor: "But we will devote ourselves to prayer, and to the ministry of the word." The ministry of the word is to study God’s word and to preach it, both to the people of God and to unbelievers. The book of Acts is filled with preaching, and it obviously had a prominent role in the early church, as it should have in the church today.
Preaching is a huge responsibility. It ought to be carried out with caution, prayer, and accountability. The preacher should strive to be true and clear concerning the biblical text. The preacher should be accountable to his peers as well as the audience. Also, it should be relevant to the listener.
Preaching is decribed as a "divine-human endeavor" Preaching needs the power and influence of the Holy Spirit, both in the preparation and in the delivery. Preaching depends on the work of the Holy Spirit in the listener as well. Only the Spirit can change hearts, no matter how eloquent the speaker or how amazing the sermon.

Monday, February 28, 2005

Awful News

I work a few days per week at the computer lab at Kent State University. Several times per week I hear students being told that their disk is bad, or their files are corrupted or the work that they save to the school's computer is gone. You would think that a member of their family died or that they have been dignosed with a terminal disease. It is interesting how wrapped up in things people get. If only we could see the big picture, I think stress would not be such an issue.

I used to get so stressed about things ( I still do, just not as often) I try to reflect on stressful situations of the past and see how, after they are over, they seem so silly.

I have been stressed about a paper that I have to write for school, on the role of preaching in the local church. I have been stressed to the point of not doing it. It just occured to me that it is only worth a small percentage of my grade and that I ought not worry.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Bus

I am learning to drive bus, and it is awesome. this morning I had 52 people on the bus- it was crazy to think that all of them were trusting me with their safety.

Friday, February 25, 2005

I was reading the website of Ravi Zacharias, and he was reflecting on speaking to college groups "If I speak on Hinduism, Buddhism, Islam or whatever, I am quite free to do it without any repercussions. But if you speak on the Christian faith, somebody is going to question why you are there. You talk to any Christian campus group on any major campus and they'll tell you about the intimidation there."
How crazy is it that our country has such an anti christian sentiment, do you think that it is the fault of the Christians?

Another thing that he said was about the popularity of eastern philosophies:

"they give you the privilege of morality without having God. Even aspects of the entire New Age movement are a moralizing philosophy without the positing of a central deity"

I work in a publicschool and i amazed all of the time of how free educators are in promoting eastern philosophy and thought and they are so cautious about anything christian. There is so much of this eastern stuff masked and hidden in teaching, so many things communicated without ( I think) the teacher understanding where it originated.

I was going to talk about YOga, but i have to save it for later......

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Urban Ministry

So my second post and I know that no-one is reading, cuz no one knows I exist, maybe I am just exploring or practicing.

MY life lately has revolved around an urban ministry project, And so often I get asked why? why urban ministry?

One of the answers, not the central answer is this: we must care for our own country, our own community before we should send missionaries to crazy places all over the world. I am so in favor of missions, but how can we neglect the people a few miles from our own church?

I used to say that people in the US have had plenty of opportunity to come to Christ, as there seems to be a church on every corner. But I was sharing my story of faith with some students and I realized that I had never, truly never heard a message of repentance and regeneration and hope from any church that I had wandered into as a child or as a youth until I was almost in the 7th grade.

The message of Jesus changed my life. In a moment I went from hopeless aimless life destined to perpetuate poverty to one of direction and hope...

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

This is my first post

I am going to try this BLOG stuff, following the example of my good friend Dan Price.

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